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| Well in a nut shell..
Me and ___ have been hitting this constant fork in the road. Date or not to date. Try to be together or just be friends. He wanted to date. He chose me. WTF is it like I'm screwing it up. We dated, it was great. We have fun. It fits. Why is it that when something good happens I find some way to ruin in. Like I don't trust it. I hate that I get myself into these situations. That it's my fault that in the end I'm getting hurt and end up hurting everyone else. Because he is trying. and I give him credit for that. But now it might be too late...again. | | |
| I know that I could be a better person.
But I think that I also deserve better.
Better than people that choose to not stick around
and people that constantly remind me that I'm not enough.
Eventually, I hope to prove you wrong.
Maybe then you'll realize that I was probably worth
sticking around for, and that maybe it wasn't a good
idea to hurt me that way you did.
I easy to forgive, but slow to forget. | | |
| that's been my song
for this whole trip. and it seems no matter where i go my mind keeps
wandering back to a acertain place in California. i lkind of left
somethings up in the air back home and i kinda wish i knew where they
were headed. i keep thinking of all the possible outcome, but
unfortunatly they all come out to be positive. and as good as it is to
be positive minded, i don't want to get my hopes up.
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| i fucked up. i really really fucked up. and now i have no idea what direction im going in, what road im supposed to take. among other things...im just so lost..and so disappointed..and so so very scared!
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i can't anymore. as much as it hurts.. it can only get better right. i have to. | | |
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